Turning, Sparing

Spare me the window 
It's a wall moment 
Blocked between 
To the spur 
From that former horse 

Regret's finality 
Fails the season test 
As spring thaws 
Winter freezes guilt 

Memorial returns 
Wishes 
Desire distilled 
Poured into another's eyes 

And here I am 
Not laughing 
But unshaken in this summer squall