The sense of proportion is gray, a faded brown from the youthful green. Spring was decades ago when lustrous flowers strove to lazuli destinies on sunwings measuring starspans across; hale years marked by perfect expectations when my eyes were bigger than my heart. It's the end of summer and there is dryness crisply knocking on the pine bark door: I leave will not be part of this fall. My pupils are no longer dilated by ideas and fathoms and flight winter may unfold as it pleases to a sight line as long as it's bright.