Subject entry and retreat, that's learning. Regret and shame-ellipses, that's morality. Ethical burn-up on re-entry, try try again. Or sit the next years out, walk in a small circle, and figure out what and whether a soul is. Embarrassment scalds and degrees don't measure the temperature on the following days. I want to do philosophy to imagine that my experience is an extension of the rest of this mess. And amble away again.