Boxy panda, you gave me light in the darkness. I dream of bao on Peking Uni's campus, and abbreviating college like a English OxBridger. My structural integrity's union state is strong, at least according to that serious man on TV. Hand me a long sword, made of wood and filled with Ticonderoga dreams, though of course this pencil is plastic. A bicycle, once crushed by the rear passenger, a phoenix, twice surviving scrapes with traffic death, a monument to the peoples republic, a democratic communistic, Ai Weiwei-ish, surveillance crate. Can I escape to Portugal and the UK as well? Probably not. But I have my dreams, decisions, and the YouTube video reminders: if you take your present minute and cut it into sixty seconds and find a deli slicer and hone it a little more you'll have yourself a baloney which resists resentment and makes your living life a sandwich you will eat.