Rules and groups have a way that sets themselves up against the rest of the universe: this is us and you, they, the else are them. Civilization is a long word but don't bother to count the syllables that rend your purposes and make your peace into its own mind game. Alternatives stand in opposition to sitting and watching the world make itself up as a story: once upon time, space; characters centered, living, ended. Your epilogue is not a beginning for that would be too convenient just like the sky detailing the future of your day with the contours of clouds that won't respond to your breath. Develop your I into a self, put the sources onto your shelf, make the courses speak for your wealth as teaching the forces of natural health won't distinguish your body from spirit or soul from the shell.