One of those

moments when you realize how insignificant
your life is, on a boat crossing a component of
a full-on ocean; you wonder, "does it make sense
for any of this to be as it is?" and then realize
that the application of the insignificance is
impossible to work out to perfection and so
you take a few things a little less seriously,
take a few things on that you didn't have to
and move in such a way as you did before