The parallel mind is Waldorfed into an efficiency stream: rocks where cool heads might have slipped by instead, ruler thwacks reverberate and shatter curious dreams into a thousand multiple choices; blue blokes scrawl obviousness into blue books to show the power what be what, grammar and hammers and how did we get here -- history's literary frat: profess loyalty or your will is our failure; back and back again, after-summer, it's a fall down desk dead and sharper pencils matter less than a raised hand flattering question, eye contact with authority as a spark, never as a challenge; nearly as tight a panopticon as that radioactive two point five child disciplined family, parent teacher conferences are the treaty between these authoritarian strains, undemocratic to the final exam; graduation pride is the canary's coal mine: this was done to me and therefore the black lung is a gold star, satisfactory, tri-fold science fair ribbon, spell checked for morality and achievement and college; don't stop, some say, like living in mom's basement, but grad school post-doc pee aych dee -- dwelt under grounded equilibria, no lightning not ever, this is a static free laboratory for the exculpation of the human head.