My essay self frames the pure desire to ascend To the shelf's top, a tome written to dictate No war, a peace to derive not only Not only but a sure thing's sure thing The to be that won't see a ghost Even after its dreams and father Have passed from reality To a plot line written by nights And clouds and stars It's the definitions: I want to write, This is a verb It is the thing to do And for that to be Your guidebook And the ritual to save the world From selves and elves and pocket gum When the dryer makes fires I am no longer And no shorter Than the shirt fraying on my back