I hit myself with rocks

Business and capital, I struck you
And my bruises appeared.

Structured ills, I am sick
As my choices spread
As described.

It follows the game theory:
Tit for tat,
Trust erosion,
And rational method actors.

Utility made utilities,
Modernities,
And this lap's top
On which I spill
More stones to throw.

I don't give in
To past presents
Nor can I accept
A silent fate.