Confusion Conviction

I become convinced
and stumble.
--
I deconstruct
and fall.
--
I don't know
and feel.
--
I crash
and dislike.
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Seasonal ineffability variation
denies continuous explicability;
it's hide in the syllables summer.

Dolefully, I write.
Bashfully, I read.
Adverbs fill in the blanks
where wisdom
would love to write--
my pen is out ink
as wit must underthink.