I wear the guilt of the reluctant non-revolutionary poorly; it fits, but illness drives my feet to Flintstone vehicle speeds, overcoming the stone limits with liquid oxygen, filtered from someone else's air to ensure peak brain functioning in this brain that won't storm the field or the rooms where it happens, where the world could change, where power speaks down to prevalence and tells it to stay in the place where ending-up turned into fate. I struggle anyway against the artificial fetters whose individualized health plan also comes at the expense of the group lifespan and meteors into another non-evolutionary shift, wouldn't Darwin be sad, that survival fitness is our excuse to bring about the end of days.