I look away when crossed With uncertainty and confounded variation Please, please, please don't speak to me I will shatter if pressed By a pointed look, an audible bequest In question: my stable living shelf-life How much sour milk can fit down a shrunken throat Whose tongue is between cat teeth In an a-linguistic tug warp Scribbled muscled pencil: Erase down to the shadow I can't bare and be seen And yet! The desperation To fit into apple eyes Who sprinkle curiosity seeds Across fields which love might water I drift between equator and frigid poles Unruddered existence at odds with Both love and hate Shame and exuberance My tails wags as it wonders, Will I escape these shaking legs?