lower case answer: yes the glib wish to authenticity and understanding is the seedbed for my ignorance crossed with pride and an a-word on the tip of my brain not yet close to the tongue that i wish could launch a million decisions, improvements, faiths; trite desires! without question. where i go from here is make a pact with that part of me become a we with the non-tritical componentry loosen the judgment functions and move along the continuum that may as well retire to the oblivion of unvaluation.