When does a fall break my face: Without sleep, on a substance of alteration, And perhaps at less than the necessary level of sustenance Panic, silence, weeping; Are we in this together? Does the vagueness of my acute dread Provide the leeway I need To recover a sense of green hydration? I haven't typically asked these questions Specifically When it's been necessary; And as we're talking about time, It's the sense of its narrowing to a point That dots my eyes before the blackout Concern is a cocoon that won't save the Butterflies, rather its the commitment To flying all the way across a continent That lends a doomed life The meaning of its beauty