sordid, besmirched, wishing

taken by denies,
thrown hands out
empty mouths
carrying a swinging
gerund where it
didn't belong,
according to
prepositional logic;
you, second person,
divide yourself into 
three, first and third
holy ghastly, under a
son who lost before 
found boxes had
even a sweatshirt 
from the playground,
wishes for quiet,
failures of order,
and classes unending
approving
and again,
failing to spark
the pilot light
for the aircraft carrier
i didn't really need