Working out an affirmation from a sensitive system takes a year of debugging and then another six months of removing computer analogies from the organic matter without using any pesticides The delicacy of the receipt invoiced for double the price spells doom for the ego project - a reduction without destruction - and a hibernation in dreams whose sheer lucidity implies that too much is possible I want it anyway there's no other fuel for the walking on to the next even as I look away from ideal refusing to negotiate at a table that tells me I am good