What did I ask for the last time I was on my knees standing straight up looking at the sky as if god were still alive. My use of capitalization says it all: there is no faith but that which runs away from the fear that the garden will be eaten by the rabbits who have yet to pass the day under a vulture's talons. Where I am at rest there is movement and when I am content the sun and moon have stimulated the tides and a breeze.