Which way shall I describe what I mean

Forgetting was a strategy, a method for breaking apart fixtures
but lights have a way of lighting 
it's in the name

thus there was recurrence not endurance
apathy rather than enactment
for a will will will that which fills

the purpose, the rhyme, all that fulfills
don't use the word life
it's a cheap way to refer to something that is not the opposite of death

nor is it the way to look at oneself and one's experience
big words without much to say
treacherous smells to lead all astray

almost as bad as the obvious, clear, of course
presuppositions and decisions about value
and Meaning ate a big dinner

so take it for a walk
let it watch the sun go down
and encourage it to go to bed early.