I heard my judgments bounce off the dark
losing visions to the birds in hollow park
once I said, all be thy negative view,
as less than zero does not cancel out the other
unless you are a mathematician
and as life is not a reflection of theory
geometry nor logic contain a solution
for that which appears to be a problem
so forget about decisions and choices
these are rankings, one over the other
telling how there might be a better
<what you said is garbage and how you live
is nonsense> contained within a mind
said in words that were not meant to
represent any place you actually were
and I listened to what I said (and thought)
arriving hence to frailty, naught
as the echoes reached my ears and
dissolved to inner fears
developing as my body ages
to the opposite of rages
letting peaceful thoughts fly free
inside inside
gentle me.
Roman Ryan 