Slowing Beyond Speed

Set at a table 
My chest hurries 
Beating at the door 
Of what comes next 

Quickens with observation 
Censorious utterance 
Swallowed back to where 
Did I come from here 

Does it feel like a good plan 
Suggested by someone else 
Breathing, the classic recommendation 
Blank mind for a reason 

Gain authority over this brain 
Unless it's all the same  
No difference 

Said another way 
Blank and every color 
Open and closed 

A simultaneity
Unmoved by action 
At any distance 
Without time