The highest thinkers felt too deeply to look into their own hearts and so they came to believe logic would bring the salvation that the world had said: "you shall never see" and so in pursuit of valuation and worth each head went to work articulating a theory of mind then tearing apart every notion as a belief in knowledge as the key to everything is the same as being outside of one's body, self, world but these are more words and language is broken as I argue as I have rejected the universe in disappointment and failure building castles and undoing all else for fear of mirrors.