Missing: Extra Future

Was I looking for something?
All those years ago,
when it seems as though
measures of time
shortening: crime
fated to deliver an obituary
to the judge: the reliquary
as expectations amplified
soul destitution metastasized 
and Sontag warned, I shall regret
cancer metaphors beget
failures of conscience, a priori 
misery's bon chance mellow hoary
assumption murder fraternal night
resume on further but stoppage blight
time is songs of passage stride
hallway wrong: crass brave lie.