the extemporaneous life is for me cheffery without recipe foresight without visions imaginations without images always defined by what it is not because that's what language must do but when the limits are breached and words rest on the bench and life in practice unfolds as a matter of feeling, at the finger tips in real time; it's a dilation a widening of the eyes a forgetting to see the unfolding as opposed to the neatest drawer without a mess because that's a definition