I am holy and I pray.
Have sex
with me.
I go to church
and drink blood.
Have sex
with me.
I am holy
and I play
with the people
who think
that I pray.
I am holey
and filled with gray.
Even the gray
leaks out of me.
I am afraid. I am
afraid of nothing.
I am afraid of everything
else too.
I am holy
and I pray.
Have sex
with me.
Do you dream
in god's calories?
Did you pick the oranges
with the bidden hands?
Is there an act that was not
ordained in this sweaty wrist
watch? There is a catch
in my attentions.
Have sex
with me.
Did you eat
the body of a man
who hung from a cross?
Are you a canary
in this cannibal coal mine?
This coal is mine,
is what I mean.
And with my mineral wealth,
have sex
with me.
I will share
anything I cannot take
with me
to hell.
Roman Ryan 