I, Need

I need hair ties now. 
I reject recency. 
The future is not real. 
I reject it.
I reflect it.
Is that t i?
Or vertical reflection.
I get butterflies when I get radical. 
I am slower than typing. 
I want to understand how to
screen out the screen. 
I don't know how to pass. 
I hold the ball 
pointed 
and deflate.
There are too many eyes to be 
a single I.