I rather take my death profession I will, and I embrace and while I'll be writing more sentences without me I'm a fine place to start but the finish is far from any person; my great desire: a flourish of artistry, of intellective conversation and generative togetherness -- and like all great desires the great project is its deconstruction not to a negation, not to a destitution but to a lightning whose light will not be canned, capture would be unthetical, dereal, antitheoretical and so heresy grows a Vonnegut sized orchard whose fruits are always flowering too soon.