Looking in my own window

Peer to pear (mild allergy)
I gathered, feathered
Bedded up to snuff
Boxed, shorted, marginal phone called

What do I scree 
Among my debris?
Purport to renown 
Diced horned crown

I want to be
Who?
Simic?
Ryan?

What's the difference
Between each and eyes
In front of my mind?
Scarecrows, dressed to become famous.