In;side

To turn thoughts and feelings 
into an object outside oneself
may require seeing them as
heinous, ugly, incessant;

You know your self
to be demanding a supply
of that which your other self
denies and denies;

Won't the memory of a rhythm
make you wish you were there
back on the street
nursing no care;

That's just the way you aren't
for you're watching without you
depending on which second person
your self might just sue;

Fail to see thought
as vile or aware
and feeling, don't ought,
don't focus or stare;

But here not me sound
out of order it is
talking to myself
to you it's just fizz.