a lack leads me to buzz between both ears there is a ring promised, promises I felt it was reliable and now I recognize the conceptual honesty that no claims ever made gold, spilled, yellow rocks ideas about items are the definitions of love ownership notions, wrought from the laziness that comes from not asking: how do you feel and caring to know, when it's a misery, and it's your fault tell me in the wordless way you know how thank you keep going I see but only the first and the last and a few in between let the gaps remain? trying