passively standing in the middle of the room blocking the flow of conversation with a determined look; how many are there until the air runs out; asking questions leads to answering and the feeling of being heard, the emotion of herding a momentous state of play, status aligned with the notion that the leader of the world is a horde of reactions ninety million miles from this spot, a little closer this time of year; tell it like it is, forward, backward in opposition to that which was said a moment ago, not for any reason, but as the blood comes up to the sun's temperature, the following turns to rebellion, and rebellion may yet lead to revolution: causes effective for the moment, so that our sense of selves can come back into focus and rage against the possibility of getting out of the ghost between us