what did i say about that only last week? one never remembers. i never recall. what is clear: stay put. don't put this life somewhere else. it's going to grow bigger if the root ball has a chance to take hold. i take heart as the beats add up to a song cycle that wagner would disapprove of, while his unmusical pupil might consider: super valuation is a continuation, even maybe a semi eternal return, forgotten in the years since the last rejection of everything which came before but accepting it all anyway