Fourth season of a hefty year Five more to go before this one is out Fraught looks across tables that aren't there A conversation, input, sitting down with the people who are on a slightly different page Where were we? How did we get where are we going? Lost queries in sidelong glancing blows, ricochets from side to gleaming ocean Remembering but not remembering the days when it all happened without trying when the river ran through it, not over it I find myself distracted Lost following the directions you scrawled on the paper that was on the side table in fading ink from the pen that you refused to replace But I was driving