Looking out the Window

I'm looking out the window 
The blinds are shut 
What's out there?

Is there a way 
To walk that will 
Relieve the way 
The dark blots out 
Parts inside 

Do I have to run? 
Steadiness that doesn't reside 
Within my walls 
Seems crucial to be as 
One who acts upon 
Conviction and inspiration 

And yet 
Am I such a one?