Waking Dark

Half an eye comes half awake 
Swirling blankets slurry beat 
Heart chord chopped to quiet 
Fray, anticipation anxious day 
Furthermore might never come 
Coffee score unsettled, numb 
Missing out on sunny things 
Fearful smoke on doorknob 
Rings; missive play on mind 
Repeat, until out of bed 
Head on feet