if there is an edge to balance upon where the cutting shatters one to mindlessness, and the one side is the depressive obsession with what came before and the other is a baked anxiety, extra zucchini, too much salt; where does one land in the balance? riding a see-saw is challenging by oneself and damn near impossible with three people. what's the difference between one and three? two pasts, one present, and a future (oh, I had forgotten that there is more than one; where is the edge, really?) for the conclusion's epilogue. interruptions are the way things are; don't let me finish, I did not know where I was going anyway (didn't you remember what I was going to say?). I would appreciate your indiscretion to see the way to the west pole for which I have been searching from every direction (imaginable).