to understand this vehicle that i seem to be locked in free will? to describe what is going on to elate, when elated to articulate, upon deflation to ebb, when the flow is too strong to flow, whenever possible for a rhythm, without a musical mind to steer into the skid, idea hydroplane to feel in words to word in feels to whisper when a scream is calling to scream whispers at room temperature to field dreams to dream of fields to make reversals to reverse values to value both ways to make more than two to ask a question with more than three letters