that which has been grown from seed cultivated in a light (and rain) pattern demands satisfaction with a glove-thrown immediacy: spill forth toward repetition demands a flood in a rainy season slowing down is a dam, damned stoppage stipulations from a higher sense new valuations, without time-worn grooves trains without tracks destroying the roads the sense of freedom did not include a sensation for patience: when a notion occurs new or old immediacy is demanded by the forces within can a habit of patience be created? it appears more as an accident of the stuck quicksand box built around the slow but then i don't respect time as a key paternal pattern a rebellious child of the clock in a fractious adulthood outside of traditions of watches bell towers covered in cotton suppressing the songs on the hour a quiet rebellion, unwristed wresting the tempo from seconds