Feelings can't fix anything But I feel like I can I'm nothing but my feelings So I can't I chased without moving my feet I was pulled along, gleefully Sled dogs with only two skis between them I was afraid to fall in Jumpy, smiling The moon was up over the trees I was warm It was cold You were there i couldn't hold onto myself i couldn't see in the mirror without looking away capital letters lowered a chest tightened past the point of feeling in control i have lost semblance plurals turned singular narrative structure decayed without a plot turn one day the trees had leaves the next day i left i cannot go on perhaps I can go in instead the clouds are telling me that you're still out there and I wish you were here instead