send me back in time to ninth grade or earlier; I will know just what to do walk out and never return, but to the library. it may be many more years before a full recovery can be made from twenty years of group solitude seated confinement constricting the flow of ideas and blood and life nothing against those dedicated individuals, hoping to impart insight they were deceived as much as we in the notion that insight can be imparted under duress; and I have yet to see a definition of applied misery that could not fit the average classroom