Screens a few seats up

I’ve not been able to help looking at what’s happening
in front of the eyes of other people
forty seven h: blank (that’s me)
the mid forties have some intrigues
a man leans back and watches
I can’t help but watch as well
not to see 
I just
can’t help it
perhaps you’ve been there
a few seats back
watching the drivel that I’m watching
while I wait to come down
with a little bit of wine
a lot of coffee
and the strange emotions of being way up in the nimbus, cumulus