It's the job of an author to develop a way of seeing that makes history appear as it never has The history of the world, sure, delightful But the history of oneself, ablated sinecure, frightful A guided reinterpretation of the past, the layout of the present brain This is the moment of a writer's cutting to the heart Not to destroy, to re-orient the valves The moment it happens, when this author shines that light The bats fly out, out for blood Letting them go, blowing off the dust, taking a look at the cave paintings: I see what I thought, where I was wrong, and I am filled with doubt and fear If these memories could be so modified, simply by reading, where is the foundation It's brief, though, this vertigo: do look down, the down doesn't rule my feet Onward, I search, for more reorientation to the past