Keeping one's eyes close to the front of one's face I am this one, looking only so far away Glasses prescription, calibrated for close So when I jump in the river, sometimes the Rocks fly up, unanticipated, sharp, sudden But mostly they are mirages, and the river keeps flowing With me held in the water, bobbing up and down Following the contours of the sandy bottom, toes curling And brushing the pebbles as the cold rushes past My active body, going and going and going, along The shore, possibly too far should I need to get there So I relax and don't need to get there; all is taking care of itself All that needs taking care of I have done In spite of the spontaneous nature of the planning In contrast to the disaster scenarios flying spontaneously through me And so I wait, comforted, to fly