Relief

Dear rubber band,

When you are taut
I feel your stretch going out
Getting used up
Strained heart

When you release fast
You snap
I reel briefly
Emote indiscriminately

When you're in my hair
You grab on harder
Than softer hair ties
Yanking
Pulling

I feel exposed when you're back on the table
Should you not be holding something together?
Why are you not doing anything?

I struggle to relax
Leaning hard in ways that I have not leaned before
Even in relief
I am not relieved
To be relieved
As I relax in tension
Like you
Rubber band

Sincerely
With love
Your friend